well, well, once again, Im here, pooring my soul out for everyone to read, examine, pass judgement on. How can I in good conscience continue with rampages, adventorous times, my life's journey, down on paper for everyone to read? Knowling, and yet willingfully, lets this continue? Because I just do. Opening up, and writing while your heart is pouring out, letting the words flow over you like wine, and down your fingertips to the keys....every word uttered inside, but had no escape upon your breath, and would be made known and available for the world to read, and learn from, or escape on their own.
Ok Ok , enough of the deep stuff...I think I shall laugh myself silly....
the Last couple of weeks have been good for me. I went back to work 5 days and week. Also, picking up shifts and working longer than I have to. I've been enjoying going to work again, seeing my friends, and getting to know some new ones, and also I'm sure losing some. We all do from time to time, you can be friends for a year, 6 weeks, all your lives, and then one day you start drifting apart. It can't be helped, human nature I suppose. We all mature as we grow older, lives change, people change, everything changes, you can't stop it, you can't control it, so live with it dammit!!!!
Whoa!! Me thinks its getting slightly deep in here, well, folks put on your boots, cause its about to get deeper!!! LOLLMAO
Have you ever, sat down and thought about all the many thoughts you've ever had in your lifetime? Surely, one can think of the ones they can remember, right off hand. but just imagine for a moment, all the thoughts scattered amongst the winds of time that you can't remember???
Huh? Have you thought???? think for a moment.....(insert pause here)
Song Playing..."in the end" by Linkin Park
At work, we had a hellacious bar rush...it was SWEET!!! And all the drunks were cool tonight.
Saturday, December 27, 2003
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
16 Dec 2003 - Llullaby Kiss Goodnight sweet dream s world
I must write what I feel deep down indside of my deep rooted, emotion feeling, ever expanding, quiet determination heart.....
I am a person of deep thougbt. I am a person of feeling deep down to the core of my very being. I am a person of complex thought. I have the things I need. but guilt from having it. I am wore down and tired, no exhausted from the fight. where's my saviour! My prince?! My Everlasting Gobstopper?!
Someday your prince will come. to sweep you off your feet, to take you away in love filled arms, to that far off enchanting place, of flowing love and harmony. Where he would just course through your veins, harsh and smooth...
Momma, teach me to love.
Momma, show me love.
Momma, be my hero.
Momma, ease my pain.
Sorrow Like Rain, Like rain sorrow.
Love I was not taught, Love i was not shown.
No hero have I. Pain does not cease.
Rain Like Sorrow, Sorrow Rain Like.
She was standing by door...waiting, just waiting, until she saw him again. Stand as long as it took. She had to see his face. just once more...once more..Please, Just once more, before I go.
I am a person of deep thougbt. I am a person of feeling deep down to the core of my very being. I am a person of complex thought. I have the things I need. but guilt from having it. I am wore down and tired, no exhausted from the fight. where's my saviour! My prince?! My Everlasting Gobstopper?!
Someday your prince will come. to sweep you off your feet, to take you away in love filled arms, to that far off enchanting place, of flowing love and harmony. Where he would just course through your veins, harsh and smooth...
Momma, teach me to love.
Momma, show me love.
Momma, be my hero.
Momma, ease my pain.
Sorrow Like Rain, Like rain sorrow.
Love I was not taught, Love i was not shown.
No hero have I. Pain does not cease.
Rain Like Sorrow, Sorrow Rain Like.
She was standing by door...waiting, just waiting, until she saw him again. Stand as long as it took. She had to see his face. just once more...once more..Please, Just once more, before I go.
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