questions

1. What is your favorite office supply? i like a somewhat fat and/or chunky pen with a grippy thing...and the ink seems to glide right across the paper..smooth
2. What color is your underwear? black
3. What are you listening to right now? Def Leppard Armageddon...on my launchcast station
4. What was the last thing you ate? 3 chicken nuggets with sweet n sour sauce (work food)
5. Do you wish on stars?well hell yes..
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Green--my fav
7. How is the weather right now? the wind is a bit nipply and its overcast...
8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? my older sister charlene, the red headed slushy
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? I love her
10. How old are you today? 34
11. Favorite alcoholic drink? Yager bombs!!! bring me another
12. Non-alcoholic ? milk
13. Favorite sport to watch? football
14. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes and contemplating doing it again..damn grays
15. Do you wear contacts or glasses? I wear both
16. Pets? 2 cats, Draco and Falcor and a doggie Pepper
17. Favorite month? June
18. Favorite foods? There is just too many to name but I can eat the hell out of some froot loops
19. What was the last movie you watched? The Chumscrubber, sounds weird but Very good
20. Favorite day of the year? any day I don't have to work
21. What do you do to vent anger? clam up
22. What was your favorite toy as a child? hula hoop
23. Fall or Spring? Both
24. Hugs or kisses? Both
25. Cherry or Blueberry? Cherry
26. Do you want your friends to email you back? Sure
27. Who is most likely to respond? My Dad...he is the best
28. Who is least likely to respond? Chris...still learning is way around a comp
29. Living arrangements? Finally renting a 3 bedroom, 2 bath house
30. When was the last time you cried? Its been awhile
31. What is on the floor of your closet? cd's, bags a summer clothes, papers, couple pair of shoes...
32. Who is the friend you have had the longest? my hubby or my sister
33. What did you do yesterday? Watched The Bengals fall apart in the 2nd half, took my kids to church, came home and then preceded to seduce my husband
34. What inspires you? almost anything does
35. What are you afraid of? losing the person I love
36. Favorite pizza? papa johns ham and pineapple
37. Favorite Car? 1967 GTO
38. Hobbies? writing in my journals, and coloring pictures, crotcheting, listening to music
39. How many years at your current job? 2 years
40. Favorite day of the week? Fridays
41. Where have you lived? Middletown, Trenton OH, Mayfield, Paducah KY, Marietta, OH,
42. Greatest event that ever happened to you? getting married to my well-endowed 2nd husband
43. The most embarassing moment you've ever had happen to you? Singing Pour Some Sugar On Me karoake style, and I wasn't even drunk...

Just Have to say....

For one I have to say that the Hinder CD "Extreme Behavior" is excellent!!!! A friend of mine gave me a copy of it a couple of months back and I never listened to it until yesterday.

I also got the great experience of talking with my hubby's brother-in-law. Now I know why he avoids talking with them. They just go on and on. So I'm never going to "nag" him about talking with his sister when she calls long distance from Tennessee.

I think I pissed off my ex when I put too dark of make-up on my 14 year old daughter. She is autistic and a different kind of teenager. She still hangs on to what most people would think would be childish for a 14 year old girl. But there are ways she wants to be more of a girl than what he thinks she should be. I told him that she looked good with it and I liked it and therefore it didn't matter because I am also her parent. So he made it a point to tell me that "she is going to wash that off tonight when she gets home". I said to him, "well she should wash her face before she goes to bed".

In other news......

About last night...all I can say is mind-blowing, sensational, over the top, whole new threshold, satisfying(better than a snickers for sure), unbelievable, incredible, can't wait until it happens again sex!!@!!!!!@@#!!!@##!#!@!@!@!@@$@#!@~~~!!!!!!!!

Once in a Night

Once again, midnight.

Sleep slumbers while,

I dreamest not.

The escape to unreality is,

soothingly haunting.

Creativeness creeping around

inside, waiting until the dark.

Staring beyond my confines,

from the softest; warm celestial

stars of a personal heaven.

Glowing brightly, pale white.

burning, exploding from within.

Relighting embers upon the dusk.

Once again, midnight reawakens.

Sleep slumbers while, I dreamest not.

Rumors...

What is the point of rumors? I'd really like to know. Because I found at yesterday from someone the I've been messing around with this guy at work. The funny things is I never worked with the guy. He only works during the summer and I only saw him a few times in passing...him coming in and me going out and not to mention, I never liked him in that way...just friends, mere acquaintences really. I have a good feeling I know who started it. Not for sure just a feeling, womens intuition. But I figure if someone needs to say something bad about somebody else to make themselves feel better then they are the ones with the real problem. Because I know the truth and thats all the matters.

At Last....

Saturday. 12th day of August. Late morning. Sun shining. Bluest skies as far as one can see. A perfect day if I do say so. At least where I am it was. We finally made it up to my sister Julie's home. She looked very good. We spent most of the day sitting outside in the shade and catching up. It was very enjoyable. After dinnertime we (me & hubby, Julie & her hubby) went inside to play some poker. For actual money we did. I ended up being the big winner of $32.75. Yes, it was beginner's luck because more than half the time I didn't really know what I had, I just had fun making bets or folding. I did win all my hubby's chips. I think that was the best part about playing. Because he is the card player not me.

We pretty much spent yesterday hanging around the house. We did do the weekly shopping that we had to do and that was it. It was a lazy uneventful day to say the least.

Today, was back to the grind of working. Yeah!!!

Insatiable. Curiously Heightened.

A Missed, the A wayward pursuit, a wayward realm not pursued in an instance, moment of time, slipped into the past undisturbed..

time consuming stupidity

Its the end of the 3 day work week. Today was long and overdrawn it seemed. It was because I only got 2 hours of sleep before I had to get up and get ready for work. You could say its mine own fault and in a way it is but it also the fact that I don't like being alone. Well, who does?. Especially at night when the shadows are long and the noise the generally occur throughout the day are overally echoed through your mind which makes them seem that much more. And being a somewhat logical person I know what they are but still.....I don't like being alone. You get so used to having that someone there beside you knowing that they will protect you with all their power and might and when its gone from the night, the echoes sound.

7-28-06

This is the day it happened. This is one of the day from a multitude of days that I will remember. I finally got to talk to my baby sister Julie after a 5 year silence, not on purpose. She got remarried and moved up north. Hubby and I got married and moved somewhat south of the ohio river. So we ended losing touch with each other. So I got her mom's number and called her and got Julie's number and I called her yesterday. Well she called my back and we talked for about an hour or so. We made plans to go up and see her in 2 weeks. I wish it was sooner but we both have busy schedules.

back to the grind...

Today is my first day back to work after my 2 week vacation. It shall be interesting to see what changes have occurred since I've been gone.



My sister and her husband has been in Florida this past week. She called me on Sunday saying that she was going to put our dad on a bus to come back to Ohio. I told her that Dad cannot ride a bus home. It would've taken a day and a half and there was no way he would've made it. The man cannot read. I told her before she left to not take him. He would become a pain in the ass and I was right per her phone call. When she gets back im so telling her I told ya so. lol

Another year gone by...

WEll, its official, I am now another year older. 34 to be exact. I was smart too and took the day off from work. I don't think anyone should work on their birthday.

My hubby asked me what I wanted for my birthday and I told him a "pussycat dolls" cd, a vacuum cleaner, and a bed for us to sleep on.

Did have some fun at home over the weekend. Saturday the electricity went out in the house except for the master bedroom and bathroom. I called the electric company Sunday morning they were here within an hour of the call. Needless to say I was a little shocked(no pun) at that. They thought it was the transformer out front but it wasn't. There was a problem with the line coming from the transformer to our meter. They(elec.co) wanted $500 an hour to fix it. Hubby was like NO WAY! we just rent this place. Couldn't get ahold of the maintenance man all day Sunday. Finally got ahold of the landlord on Monday morning and he had somebody out here to fix it by 9am. So when I got home from work on Monday afternoon it was all back up and running. Which was nice because then I could take a hot shower and not a cold one..brrrrr!

tonight..things that happen

The way he made me feel was.......effortlessly floating on a cloud of the softest kind, feeling the warm, with a slight of cool, breeze upon thy cheeks....just amazingly at the awesomeest kind.....

Things have actually been going really well. Hubby and I are finally getting to where we need to be. We are starting to get our life back. We are getting back to us and its great! Although he is working alot and we don't get alot of time to spend with each when we do we make it count.

I'm loving my new hours at work. It did take some adjusting at getting up at the butt crack of dawn and realizing that I can't stay up all night. But I am enjoying opening up the store and getting off in the afternoon. WEll I have to get my rear in gear have mucho errands to run before work...YEah!!!

for the most part its been a good month....

Yep this past month has been actually pretty decent. I got my schedule changed at work. I no longer work nights. Now I just have to get used to getting up at the butt crack of dawn but it is nice to be home by 4 or 5 in the evening though.

We've been living at the new place for a little over a month now and its great. Its nice to have a place of our own again.

We got 2 kittens from my sister. We named them Draco and Falcor and they're some crazy cats. They are starting to learn that they can't jump on the counters.

Congratulations go out to Rob and Kelly for the birth of their son. Being a parent can be hectic but for the most part its great fun and it just gets better as they get older. Good Luck you two on shaping and molding a young mind.

Happy Belated Birthday it my baby sister Julie. We Love and miss you lots!!

Happy New Year!!!

Yep its that time of the year again all freakin day! So light up, partake and pass it around.

Hubby started is new job yesterday. Lets just say it starts with an A and ends in a K steel co. He did come up to work last night to see me. I was so happy to see him. For now we are only going to be able to see each other at night when I get home from work. Absence makes the heart grow fonder they say but what if your already fonder then you just end up missing each other like crazy.

I also realized that this driving your self everywhere is for the birds. I don't really care to drive but I know I have too. The grand prix is on its last wheel so to speak. Hubby wants it to make it another month and then we will be able to get me a better car. But the GP did have a good run though considering we got it for free.

Only a couple more weeks......

of living in this house. We are finally able to going to be able to move aout and get our own place. I'm exicited! We need to be living by ourselves and living like we like to live. Hubby got hired on at the local steel mill at 20 bucks a freakin' hour! Can we say "fuckin right"?. Its about time some luck fell our way.

And you know what has to feel absolutely amazing is? Being able to make a living at doing something that you love doing and by doing it you get adrenaline pumping adrenaline gushing rushes? Snowboarders, surfboarders, skateboarders, rollerboarders, and so on and so forth, as the such, nonetheless wouldn't that be fuckin amazing!!

Have a coke and a smile...

If having a coke would make you smile and then I'll buy a whole round for everybody I know!

"went to a party last saturday night, it ain't no Big thing!"

If you've got love in your sights Watch out, love bites When you make love, do you look in the mirror? Who do you think of, does he look like me? Do you tell lies and say that it's forever? Do you think twice, or just touch 'n' see? Oooh babe When you're alone, do you let go? Are you wild 'n' willin' or is it just for show? Ooh c'mon I don't wanna touch you too much baby Cause making love to you might drive me crazy I know you think that love is the way you make it So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it No Love bites, love bleeds It's bringin' me to my knees Love lives, love dies It's no surprise Love begs, love pleads It's what I need When I'm with you, are you somewhere else? Am I gettin' thru or do you please yourself? When you wake up, will you walk out? It can't be love if you throw it about I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy Love bites, love bleeds It's bringin' me to my knees Love lives, love dies It's no surprise Love begs, love pleads It's what I need I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy I know you think that love is the way you make it So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it No Love bites, love bleeds It's bringin' me to my knees Love lives, love dies Love bites, love bleeds It's bringin' me to my knees Love lives, love dies It's no surprise Love begs, love pleads It's what I need If you've got love in your sights Watch out, love bites (bloody hell)

defleppard love bites

weekend came, weekend went

I had a very good weekend. Saturday evening went to a "fun" party with a few friends and when that was over the guys came over and we started drinking. After awhile we thought it would be a good idea to go get on the trampoline and jump around. It was fun and nobody hurled. Since we did that and burned off the alcohol we had to drink some more. Some of us did toke a little. The lesson i learned about me and trampolines...YEah TOO OLD FOR THAT SHIT!!!!! Granted it was fun but my sore achy body didn't think so. So that is on the list to never do again.

Sunday evening my hubby helped to have an realization, actually it was his but I like it so its mine now, anyhoo......here it is...."The Core of a Man's Essence resides in his penis." ITs so very true.....if his dick his happy so is the rest of him which in turn he will do what he can to keep his woman happy, which if she is happy, than the dick will be happy. Its a cycle it all comes back around....its like that old saying which came first the chicken or the egg. Yeah I know I'm not making much sense but if you were in my mind it definitely would.

The quote of the day....."Sex is Great, Sex is Fine...so many men, so little time!"

some everyday goings on......thats all

Last monday eve I went linedancing with "D". I surprised myself and actually had a lot more fun than I thought I would. The drinking that I did probably had something to do with it I'm sure. And did you all know that line dancing isn't just for country music? Yeah me neither until last monday eve.

I took roomie "E" to see a urologists today. He drove there but I drove back. I'm pretty sure he was a little nervous being in the passenger seat since he usually drives everywhere. Men just like to be in control of the vehicle. Proven fact. However, I drove back because he took his "make your balls feel better pill". His balls had been in some pain for awhile so I guess he decided it was time to see the doc. He went to one referred him to another and he get medicine now he get better. So anyways, he was worried that he would be able to drive back by himself because of the nature of the doc visit and the medicine currently prescribed.."make your balls feel better pill". It was jolly good phone.

E did surprise me after work though. He had coffee ready for me to drink as soon as I walked in the door. It was such a wonderful gesture. Then a little while later he told there was $20 service fee the coffee making. I told him I owed him one.

So now im sitting here realizing that I need some more coffee and something to eat.

stranger things have happened....

The weekend of the 24th of last month hubby and I made a quick weekend trip to Kentucky. We went to see my eldest sister Lori and our very great friend Philly.

My sister is so messed up in the head it isn't funny. She has herself addicted to pills. Pretty much anything she can get her hands on. She doesn't even realize she is ruining her and her kids' life and there is absolutely no talking to her to get her to see what she is doing. She has the attitude that she doesn't care. She kept saying it.."I don't care". You could tell that she really didn't either. I know there isn't anything that anybody can do for her until she realizes that she has a problem and is ready to do something about it.

Saturday we went to Paducah and both of us got our new tattoos. Hubby got a band thingy around his left arm and I got a design on my left ankle. Love it. Can't wait to get another one. When we take pictures I'll post them. After we got our tats we went to Philly's and hung out, drank a little, toked a little had a BLAST!!! It was so awesome to see her and Judah. I couldn't believe he is 3 now. He seemed to be a smart little boy and one that has no fear. He loved climbing up onto stuff. She even told us that he made toast one day and after the toast was done he put a CD in the toaster and melted it......and I absolutely enjoyed seeing him. I miss taking care of a little one, so when Phylly had him and then at some poing kind of moved in with hubby and I got to take care of and helped raise him for a period of time.

Philly.....you hang in there girl. You have strength inside of you of unbelievable portions. We are going to start making it a point to get over and see you more often. If you ever need anything, let us know, we will try and do what we can. Luv you.

Funkie 4-way Stop

I think I felt a brain cell die today,

While taking a great ride in the hay,

I wiggled, jerked, and writhed,

a faint hummin' in the skies,

lights back on, nobody home.