Yo Holler to the people....whats up??!!! I've been feeling lots better the last couple of days. Been spending time with 2 of my best friends and it has been awesome, hilarious, inspiring, uneducational(LOL) time! A few times I almost laughed hard enough to pee my pants..Thanks to Phyllis and Justin...you two are absolutely awesome!!!
Work has started to get slower. NOw, pretty much, we are just busy on the weekends. I guess with the weather getting cooler people aren't getting out as much. That is good in a way. I can concentrate on school and not work so much. I get one day off a week where i have no school or work at all. Just one day! How long can a person go on that??!!! Someone tell me so I can prepare it. Ha Ha! Like we can really prepare for something. Have you ever really thought about it. You can find out something that is going to happen in the near future and you try like hell to get adjusted to the change that will come and subconsiously get ready for it but all in all it just ain't gonna happen. You don't really know for sure how you will react to something until you experience it first hand. Chew on that for awhile and let me know what you think...LOL
Oh YEah I almost forgot something.......I've been spending more time with Phyllis....we have such fun together. She has come over the last couple of nights and just chilled together. Oh and Justin and Rob were here too!! We usually end up listening to music, or downloading funny shit, south park stuff. Cartman Is fucking hilarious!!! We Laugh our Asses off for Hours and Hours!! Almost to the point of peeing ourselves silly. Our House has pretty much become the hang out spot after work. One night, we had 8 people here just having a good ol time! We are the Party House!! Maybe we should start charging a couple of bucks at the door. You know, an admission charge, but then it probably wouldn't be as much fun?! Who knows Im just kidding......
Sunday, September 21, 2003
Thursday, September 11, 2003
11 Sep 2003 - Another moment in time
time has been passing by pretty quickly. i've been going to school 3 days a week working 5 days a week. Its a pretty hectic schedule but it has to be done. I have a couple of papers due next week for my English and Theatre classes. also, have my first math exam tomorrow. Its pre algebra...I didn't even take it in high school, so I got a lot of learning to do. I was doing ok in it until we started working on integers. Positive and negative numbers are a pain in my ass!!! But I am s-l-o-w-l-y getting it down.
My two best friends came over on Monday night and we partied some. It was great. I hadn't seem them in over 2 weeks. We did a little of this and that...and just had a great time. Like we always do.
recently, my emotions have been getting to me. I went to Ohio and got my 3 kids for the weekend. I so look forward to these times, I just wish i could them a lot more....but with having to pay child support...I can't afford it. It takes like a hundred dollars just in gas to go get them come back home and repeat the process on sunday. I only get one full day with them and its just not enough. When we took them home on Sunday...we drove back on the Ohio River Scenic Byway. It was lots of fun. We got to ride a ferry across the Ohio River--which I had NO idea that they still did that kind of stuff. We even stopped at this park....Cave-in-Rock State Park in Illinois.....there's a cave that sits right on the bank of the river. IT was pretty awesome. I really enjoyed the time with my kids. I want to move back to Ohio to be closer to them but right now its just not financially feasible. And of course, the courts just don't understand that and they don't care at all. To Hell with the court system!!! If I could afford a lawyer, I am sure it would be different but I can't. Life sucks! but you have to move on and keep on living just to spite it. I've been through worse in my life and I can get through this. My love for my kids keep me going and they will until the end.
My two best friends came over on Monday night and we partied some. It was great. I hadn't seem them in over 2 weeks. We did a little of this and that...and just had a great time. Like we always do.
recently, my emotions have been getting to me. I went to Ohio and got my 3 kids for the weekend. I so look forward to these times, I just wish i could them a lot more....but with having to pay child support...I can't afford it. It takes like a hundred dollars just in gas to go get them come back home and repeat the process on sunday. I only get one full day with them and its just not enough. When we took them home on Sunday...we drove back on the Ohio River Scenic Byway. It was lots of fun. We got to ride a ferry across the Ohio River--which I had NO idea that they still did that kind of stuff. We even stopped at this park....Cave-in-Rock State Park in Illinois.....there's a cave that sits right on the bank of the river. IT was pretty awesome. I really enjoyed the time with my kids. I want to move back to Ohio to be closer to them but right now its just not financially feasible. And of course, the courts just don't understand that and they don't care at all. To Hell with the court system!!! If I could afford a lawyer, I am sure it would be different but I can't. Life sucks! but you have to move on and keep on living just to spite it. I've been through worse in my life and I can get through this. My love for my kids keep me going and they will until the end.
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