doesn't that suck! when you forget something that you knew was important (at least at the time)...that is what happened to me. I should have figured that it would of given my current herbant mental situation...*chuckle chuckle*!
music playing in background...def leppard love bites....
In other news!!!!.....I was able to have my kids for 5 days in a row, by myself....They were "my kids" once again for a whiles anyways....
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Under the influence....
Which 1990's Subculture Do You Belong To?
[Another Quiz by Kris
@ couplandesque.net]
Which 1980's Hair Band Are You?
Which Grunge Band Are You?
Which John Cusack Are You?
What Pattern Are You?
Eagle!
Bald Eagle's Wisdom Includes:
Swiftness
Strength
Courage
Wisdom
Keen sight
Illumination of Spirit
Healing
Creation
Knowledge of magick
Ability to see hidden spiritual truths
Rising above the material to see the spiritual
Ability to see the overall pattern
Connection to spirit guides and teachers
Great power and balance
Dignity with grace
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Animal Spirit Guides ~ Which One Calls To You?
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I'm sure it's no big surprise to you that your
romance is The Princess Bride. A heartwarming
tale of "Twue Wuve" that has giants,
Spainards and swashbuckling. You really do
think that love can overcome anything. You may
be a touch naive but your heart is certainly in
the right place. You've probably got one of
those relationships where proper nouns have
been replaced with "Snookums" and
"Pookie Pie". Eww. Beware a cuteness
overload.
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Friday, November 26, 2004
aren't the holidays just grand!!!
Well, last weekend we went to kentucky. I didn't get to hang out with my friend Phyllis though. She and her boyfriend at the time went out of town. But there will be other weekends though. I did get to spend some time with my sister. But on the first day we were there she spent the whole day at the mall and she was concerned that when we got there saturday morning that we were going to sleep all day. Well I only slept until 12:30 cause she said she would be back at 1:30....she didnt get back until 7pm. But by then we had to be in paducah at 6 to pick up Rob's friend Sue Ann. After we picked her up we went to Los Amigos to eat dinner, then went to STeakn Shake to visit some friends and after that got some alcohol and drove around for awhile. IT was fun but it would've been alot more fun if Phyllis was in town...oh well, like I said, other weekends...
Early Wednesday I picked up my kids for the thanksgiving holiday. They are here now and its just great. They're funny and make me laugh....alot! The boys are watching "Spy Kids 3" and my daughter is taking a nap. Rob had to go to work again. He works tomorrow too.
We went to my sister Charlene's for dinner. It was pretty good and nice. IT was nice to be together on a holiday. It had been a long time since we did. Now we just have to find our baby sister and see exactly what is going on with her and why she hasn't tried to contact us in a couple of years.
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Early Wednesday I picked up my kids for the thanksgiving holiday. They are here now and its just great. They're funny and make me laugh....alot! The boys are watching "Spy Kids 3" and my daughter is taking a nap. Rob had to go to work again. He works tomorrow too.
We went to my sister Charlene's for dinner. It was pretty good and nice. IT was nice to be together on a holiday. It had been a long time since we did. Now we just have to find our baby sister and see exactly what is going on with her and why she hasn't tried to contact us in a couple of years.
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Monday, November 22, 2004
It happened one night, late in december...
It happened one night, late in december,
cold, crisp, and clear,
the sharpest night, late in december.
Points of light, crisp and bright,
burn through the night,
sharpest night, late in december.
All made clear, for just one night,
moon shines bright,
late in year, only late december.
"The Desert Song" Sting playing.....
its really an awesome song, song wise...especially the for the ones, that can actually feel the impact of ones song on their very soul, the pulse, beat, rhythm of the music that just engulfs their every fiber and sends tiny little giggles of electrical impulses on their skin...a buzzing tingling sound, rushes to and fro, back and forth,.........
On of my secrets........Back in February, I lost something, something that held a tiny little space in me.........well, today, after hoping, and hoping and hoping, that I actually didnt "lose it", I found it today.....I was just so so glad, happy, found. I found my witch book, something that i hadn't had for very long after I got it. that I lost it. I was just sitting here thinking about that and realized, that the last couple of months, had my own self lost, just kind of slowly loosing little pieces of sanity that we have left, It was starting to get bad once again, I was starting to admit it too myself, that someday soo.......we all know the rest. Anyways, I Losing the book made me realized that it helped me spiritually, and spirits help me strong, (Oh god, I was so thirsty too! Drink Diet Coke, no thirsty no more)
Here is the first list of katie's favorite 420 music...
Listed on disc, numerical order,
#1--"Crockett's Theme", JAN HAMMER (Miami Vice)
#2--"Forrest Gump Suite", ALAN SHEPHERD (Forrest Gump)
#3--"All our of Love", AIR SUPPLY
#4--"Possession", BAD ENGLISH
#5--"A Woman in Love", BARBRA STREISAND
#6--"Could this be Magic", BARRY MANILOW
#7--"A Woman in Love", BARBRA STREISAND
#8--"The Rose", BETTE MIDLER (The Rose)
#9--"There'll Be Sad Songs(to make you cry)", Billy Ocean
#10--"To Really Love a Woman", BRYAN ADAMS
#11--"Please Forgive Me", BRYAN ADAMS
#12--"Arthurs Theme (Best that you can do), CHRISTOPHER CROSS
#13--"Do What You Have to Do", SARAH MCLACHLAN
#14--"Desert Song", STING feat...Cheb Mami
#15--"The Only One, LIONEL RICHIE
#16--"Chariots of Fire", VANGELIS
cold, crisp, and clear,
the sharpest night, late in december.
Points of light, crisp and bright,
burn through the night,
sharpest night, late in december.
All made clear, for just one night,
moon shines bright,
late in year, only late december.
"The Desert Song" Sting playing.....
its really an awesome song, song wise...especially the for the ones, that can actually feel the impact of ones song on their very soul, the pulse, beat, rhythm of the music that just engulfs their every fiber and sends tiny little giggles of electrical impulses on their skin...a buzzing tingling sound, rushes to and fro, back and forth,.........
On of my secrets........Back in February, I lost something, something that held a tiny little space in me.........well, today, after hoping, and hoping and hoping, that I actually didnt "lose it", I found it today.....I was just so so glad, happy, found. I found my witch book, something that i hadn't had for very long after I got it. that I lost it. I was just sitting here thinking about that and realized, that the last couple of months, had my own self lost, just kind of slowly loosing little pieces of sanity that we have left, It was starting to get bad once again, I was starting to admit it too myself, that someday soo.......we all know the rest. Anyways, I Losing the book made me realized that it helped me spiritually, and spirits help me strong, (Oh god, I was so thirsty too! Drink Diet Coke, no thirsty no more)
Here is the first list of katie's favorite 420 music...
Listed on disc, numerical order,
#1--"Crockett's Theme", JAN HAMMER (Miami Vice)
#2--"Forrest Gump Suite", ALAN SHEPHERD (Forrest Gump)
#3--"All our of Love", AIR SUPPLY
#4--"Possession", BAD ENGLISH
#5--"A Woman in Love", BARBRA STREISAND
#6--"Could this be Magic", BARRY MANILOW
#7--"A Woman in Love", BARBRA STREISAND
#8--"The Rose", BETTE MIDLER (The Rose)
#9--"There'll Be Sad Songs(to make you cry)", Billy Ocean
#10--"To Really Love a Woman", BRYAN ADAMS
#11--"Please Forgive Me", BRYAN ADAMS
#12--"Arthurs Theme (Best that you can do), CHRISTOPHER CROSS
#13--"Do What You Have to Do", SARAH MCLACHLAN
#14--"Desert Song", STING feat...Cheb Mami
#15--"The Only One, LIONEL RICHIE
#16--"Chariots of Fire", VANGELIS
thank you and good night kind people of the world....
Friday, November 19, 2004
the long road ahead
we are leaving for kentucky tonight....visiting some friends and family over the weekend and to get some more of our stuff that we left at my sisters house. It will be nice.
I was doing laundry tonight and while the washer was filling up with the last load, the fuse box started sparking. So my dad turned off the water, took out the fuse and proceeded to say that there is too much pulling on that box. Its very old. So now we don't have hot water anymore....at least not until the fuse box is replaced with a circuit breaker box. How suckie is that!?
I was doing laundry tonight and while the washer was filling up with the last load, the fuse box started sparking. So my dad turned off the water, took out the fuse and proceeded to say that there is too much pulling on that box. Its very old. So now we don't have hot water anymore....at least not until the fuse box is replaced with a circuit breaker box. How suckie is that!?
another day in paradise....
It was a very nice night for the rain,
it came down in sheets and covered the road,
it quenched my thirst.
I started a channel on earthcam tv. http://tv.earthcam.com My channel is 777538, Stonish: Land of Make Believe. You can drop in for a visit and see if I am on. You can usually catch me on in the wee hourings of morning....I work 2nd shift so I am a night person. Have pretty much always been. Just something about the darkness that i like. ITs calm, mysterious, enchanting, but yet bright. I don't know...its just what I enjoy. One of many things actually. Rob and I celebrated 420 on the way home tonight from work. I just thought it would cool since we have a 40 minute drive home. Make the ride more enjoyable and boy! did it ever!! I'm telling you. We ended pulling off into someone's drive way and my hubby and I enjoyed a little of each other. IT was nice and awesome and felt amazingly good. We could actually make some noises and thats all I'm going to say about that.
I feel sad now that the rain has stopped,
The nighttime has cleared and
I thirst once again.
You are water. You're not really organic; you're
neither acidic nor basic, yet you're an acid
and a base at the same time. You're strong
willed and opinionated, but relaxed and ready
to flow. So while you often seem worthless,
without you, everything would just not work.
People should definitely drink more of you
every day.
Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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it came down in sheets and covered the road,
it quenched my thirst.
I started a channel on earthcam tv. http://tv.earthcam.com My channel is 777538, Stonish: Land of Make Believe. You can drop in for a visit and see if I am on. You can usually catch me on in the wee hourings of morning....I work 2nd shift so I am a night person. Have pretty much always been. Just something about the darkness that i like. ITs calm, mysterious, enchanting, but yet bright. I don't know...its just what I enjoy. One of many things actually. Rob and I celebrated 420 on the way home tonight from work. I just thought it would cool since we have a 40 minute drive home. Make the ride more enjoyable and boy! did it ever!! I'm telling you. We ended pulling off into someone's drive way and my hubby and I enjoyed a little of each other. IT was nice and awesome and felt amazingly good. We could actually make some noises and thats all I'm going to say about that.
I feel sad now that the rain has stopped,
The nighttime has cleared and
I thirst once again.
You are water. You're not really organic; you're
neither acidic nor basic, yet you're an acid
and a base at the same time. You're strong
willed and opinionated, but relaxed and ready
to flow. So while you often seem worthless,
without you, everything would just not work.
People should definitely drink more of you
every day.
Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
Duhhhhh!!!
Well, something funny happened the night last night.....we get home from work and the phone says "check phone line". well we did....it was plugged in, but there is no dial tone. Well, hubby checks the line and its plugged in. He proceeds to get the number for the phone company, and hops in the car and drives to town to use the payphone and its like 130 in the morning. He gets back and they are going to send somebody out the next afternoon. Ok..at this point, Im a little frustrated because I can't get online and I need my fix.
Ok, we go to bed and get up like 1130 this morning (17th)....well hubby is checking the lines again, and he realizes he forgot to check the modem line, well the phone cord became disconnected from the modem so therefore dead phone. He hooked in back up and miraculously the phone worked. The phone guy showed up a few minutes after we got it back on, and the guy seemed to like the fact that the phone was working so he didn't have to do anything. And I couldn't get online and the phone worked the whole time. How crazy is that?!
I have one little thing i need to bitch about.....why can't men do dishes too?! Im pretty much speaking about my father whom we live with. I work nights 4 days a week, and every night we have come home, the dishes still haven't been done. We aren't even home to dirty the dishes, he does.....but I am sure I will learn to live with this....
I can't wait until we get to kentucky this weekend!!! YEah!
Ok, we go to bed and get up like 1130 this morning (17th)....well hubby is checking the lines again, and he realizes he forgot to check the modem line, well the phone cord became disconnected from the modem so therefore dead phone. He hooked in back up and miraculously the phone worked. The phone guy showed up a few minutes after we got it back on, and the guy seemed to like the fact that the phone was working so he didn't have to do anything. And I couldn't get online and the phone worked the whole time. How crazy is that?!
I have one little thing i need to bitch about.....why can't men do dishes too?! Im pretty much speaking about my father whom we live with. I work nights 4 days a week, and every night we have come home, the dishes still haven't been done. We aren't even home to dirty the dishes, he does.....but I am sure I will learn to live with this....
I can't wait until we get to kentucky this weekend!!! YEah!
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
upDATE
wELL it has 38% to go...ugghhh I hate dial up!
I uploaded a picture directly to hello from the comp and already posted it, and that dumb program is still downloading....ahh that can't be good for business?!
More to come, stayed tuned to katie's house of sanity, on this day of opposites...LOL
I uploaded a picture directly to hello from the comp and already posted it, and that dumb program is still downloading....ahh that can't be good for business?!
More to come, stayed tuned to katie's house of sanity, on this day of opposites...LOL
The waves of curl in her hair........
The waves of curl in her hair........
I think I have writers' block...
I can't think of anything to follow the sentence above...
OK, I started working the hello program (www.hello.com) It s a photo hosting website for blogs. That way you can post pictures and stuff inside the blog. Its pretty cool so far. i've already posted one....Im planning on working with the program a little this morning, and besides that, I am also in the process of cooking some chicken 'n dumplings. Yummy! If they are made right. I use biscuit mix for the dumlings and I put just salt, pepper, and sage in it. NO onions!!
Using the biscuit mix turns the broth in a creamy gravish sauce. Not just plain dumplings and broth..YUCK!
Ok, I was messing with the hello program, which lead me to download another program to access the hello program....what kind of shit is that?! I can upload pictures from my comp directly to the hello program, why do i need a another program to upload pictures to it, and then uploads the pictures to hello, and then on to my blog. And its got 71% to go!!! I'll be back.........
I think I have writers' block...
I can't think of anything to follow the sentence above...
OK, I started working the hello program (www.hello.com) It s a photo hosting website for blogs. That way you can post pictures and stuff inside the blog. Its pretty cool so far. i've already posted one....Im planning on working with the program a little this morning, and besides that, I am also in the process of cooking some chicken 'n dumplings. Yummy! If they are made right. I use biscuit mix for the dumlings and I put just salt, pepper, and sage in it. NO onions!!
Using the biscuit mix turns the broth in a creamy gravish sauce. Not just plain dumplings and broth..YUCK!
Ok, I was messing with the hello program, which lead me to download another program to access the hello program....what kind of shit is that?! I can upload pictures from my comp directly to the hello program, why do i need a another program to upload pictures to it, and then uploads the pictures to hello, and then on to my blog. And its got 71% to go!!! I'll be back.........
Monday, November 15, 2004
Its monday again!
Hello......i have 2 hours and 45 minutes until work....oh well.....at least im working and i get paid a decent wage.
Oh, I get to make thanksgiving dinner this year for me and mine. It will be nice to cook a big meal like I like to make. I will have my kiddies for 5 days too! They are actually out of school the whole week, but i need to work for at least 2 days before i get them...IT will be good to have them for all that time.
Here is another poem that I wrote....
a touch of spring.......
coldness of winter reaches.......everything.
the song of spring sweeps in quietly.
small annoucements, everyday.
swoosh of wind, drops of rain,
like sweat upon one's brow.....
the smell of anew brings to mind.....
new life....
springing forth.
crowding,
winter out the front door.
Oh, I get to make thanksgiving dinner this year for me and mine. It will be nice to cook a big meal like I like to make. I will have my kiddies for 5 days too! They are actually out of school the whole week, but i need to work for at least 2 days before i get them...IT will be good to have them for all that time.
Here is another poem that I wrote....
a touch of spring.......
coldness of winter reaches.......everything.
the song of spring sweeps in quietly.
small annoucements, everyday.
swoosh of wind, drops of rain,
like sweat upon one's brow.....
the smell of anew brings to mind.....
new life....
springing forth.
crowding,
winter out the front door.
Sunday, November 14, 2004
who can think of this?
Doing laundry sucks! That is what is on the agenda for today. Woohoo!! I'm so excited and I just can't hide it, im about to lose control and i think I like it!!!
Anyways, Yesterday we took the kiddies out to eat and to see Shrek 2. IT was funny!! The puss-in-boots character was hilarious. Might have to eventually get that on DVD. The kids enjoyed it also, but they did already see it but it was the only thing that was playing that the kids could see...so they saw it again. They had fun, we had fun. My kids are a riot. They make me laugh, especially the youngest.
We got back home last night and went to Wolly World....YEAH I got 2 new DVD's , "Daylight" and "Double Jeopardy". Both good movies. I've been talking about making a list of my fav movies but some reason I just haven't gotten around to it yet. I know I will one of these days I will do it. Maybe. LOL
Talked online to the "the phyllis". She is doing good and so is her 2 yr old. The doc finally removed his tonsils and adenoids. She said he is already showing improvement. Im glad, that poor thing always had ear infections, sore throat, the works.
Ok, now for me....Im doing alright considering. Work is going good, and so is my hubby's. We have a place to live, its not the best in the world but its a roof. And we now have Hot water. Went there for about 2 weeks with none at all. The one that my dad did have burst last winter. He wasn't staying here and it got extremely cold and so Kaboom! no more hot water heater. Well, we do now and its amazing the little things you miss when you don't have them. It was a pain in the butt heating up water on the stove for a bath, or even to just do the dishes.
We are planning on going to Ky next weekend. I am looking forward to it. I will get to see and party with "the Phyllis". We are going to have fun, fun, fun.
Anyways, Yesterday we took the kiddies out to eat and to see Shrek 2. IT was funny!! The puss-in-boots character was hilarious. Might have to eventually get that on DVD. The kids enjoyed it also, but they did already see it but it was the only thing that was playing that the kids could see...so they saw it again. They had fun, we had fun. My kids are a riot. They make me laugh, especially the youngest.
We got back home last night and went to Wolly World....YEAH I got 2 new DVD's , "Daylight" and "Double Jeopardy". Both good movies. I've been talking about making a list of my fav movies but some reason I just haven't gotten around to it yet. I know I will one of these days I will do it. Maybe. LOL
Talked online to the "the phyllis". She is doing good and so is her 2 yr old. The doc finally removed his tonsils and adenoids. She said he is already showing improvement. Im glad, that poor thing always had ear infections, sore throat, the works.
Ok, now for me....Im doing alright considering. Work is going good, and so is my hubby's. We have a place to live, its not the best in the world but its a roof. And we now have Hot water. Went there for about 2 weeks with none at all. The one that my dad did have burst last winter. He wasn't staying here and it got extremely cold and so Kaboom! no more hot water heater. Well, we do now and its amazing the little things you miss when you don't have them. It was a pain in the butt heating up water on the stove for a bath, or even to just do the dishes.
We are planning on going to Ky next weekend. I am looking forward to it. I will get to see and party with "the Phyllis". We are going to have fun, fun, fun.
Friday, November 12, 2004
re-energizing my soul
As time slowly passes....
Moonbeams dance in the cool crisp night.
starlight flickers in your eyes.
A night, made bright by moonbeams in the sky.
The light guides her through the stark, gray forest,
once green and lush, full of life.
Memories scattered by the winds of change,
impede her path at every turn.
She continues with determination,
feeling the breeze on her face.
She recalls the best of times,
feeding on their enery.
It carries her through the wicked branches.
Further on the darkness starts to embrace her.
She feels its strength reach down into her very core.
She strains to fight the cold embrace of the night.
Something in the distance catches her gaze,
upon the horizon she can see the faint glow,
the glow emanating the path ahead that will lead her home.
Where it all began, where she will stay for eternity.
Her heart won't ache for desire, But she will ache for the desire to have a heart.
She must go on.
The trees begin to close in her mind, playing tricks on her.
She looks around, and feels them closing in, as the tree spirits wrap her soul in a sea of silk,
She sees a flicker in the distant.
The warmest of glows from fire of unwanted dreams.
She is starting to feel tired and lonely.
Her breath is heavy and quick.
Oh, to take a break, and sit on a rock and listen to the gurgle of the stream.
"You are almost there my friend, push on" a faint whisper in the dark.
She can feel the warm of the heat from the flame,
Her body aches, and her chest burns.
reaching the fire, she is here...
She waits, watching the fire dance.
After a moment, she realizes,
realizes that she is no longer standing beside the flame,
for once beside, now inside the flame...
The whisper once before now says anew...."Time has no place here. You are home."
Moonbeams dance in the cool crisp night.
starlight flickers in your eyes.
A night, made bright by moonbeams in the sky.
The light guides her through the stark, gray forest,
once green and lush, full of life.
Memories scattered by the winds of change,
impede her path at every turn.
She continues with determination,
feeling the breeze on her face.
She recalls the best of times,
feeding on their enery.
It carries her through the wicked branches.
Further on the darkness starts to embrace her.
She feels its strength reach down into her very core.
She strains to fight the cold embrace of the night.
Something in the distance catches her gaze,
upon the horizon she can see the faint glow,
the glow emanating the path ahead that will lead her home.
Where it all began, where she will stay for eternity.
Her heart won't ache for desire, But she will ache for the desire to have a heart.
She must go on.
The trees begin to close in her mind, playing tricks on her.
She looks around, and feels them closing in, as the tree spirits wrap her soul in a sea of silk,
She sees a flicker in the distant.
The warmest of glows from fire of unwanted dreams.
She is starting to feel tired and lonely.
Her breath is heavy and quick.
Oh, to take a break, and sit on a rock and listen to the gurgle of the stream.
"You are almost there my friend, push on" a faint whisper in the dark.
She can feel the warm of the heat from the flame,
Her body aches, and her chest burns.
reaching the fire, she is here...
She waits, watching the fire dance.
After a moment, she realizes,
realizes that she is no longer standing beside the flame,
for once beside, now inside the flame...
The whisper once before now says anew...."Time has no place here. You are home."
Aww just shut up already! your making me stupid...
Its been awhile....so one would think that I have lots to say...well for some reason I don't think I do. Maybe I will once I get going here. Work is well work. ITs not bad but it isn't great either. But there is a girl, that is nineteen that works with me occasionally, well she is a talker. I mean the girl loves to hear herself talk. Half the time, she doesn't really know what she is talking about. Don't ya just love people like that?! Sometimes its really hard not to just tell her..will you shut the fuck up!!! Last night at work, one of the managers asked me..."is she getting on your nerves yet?" I laughed and said yes...LOL
Ok...since I have working nights again I haven't talked with my friend opie all week...but I have been chatting with a guy in florida in the wee hours of the morning. He is such a hoot! We laugh alot and talk a lot of shit but its fun. He even told my hubby that I was "super cool". How awesome is that!! It feels pretty good when someone tells ya that your cool but i always knew i was. Im sure others would differ with me on that but I say to them...."Fuck you bastards"...LOL He is not so bad himself. The other night I made him go to Steak n Shake and get one of their new white chocolate milk shakes. I had one too and its REALLY good. The eggnog flavor is back! Im going to wait to get one of those when we go to Kentucky for a visit the next weekend.(I can't wait to get my high on with my great friend "THE PHYLLIS!) We were chatting the other with some idiot 18year old in New York. He started spouting shit that women are stupid, when we get want we want fuck everybody else, you still talkin to me, women are bitches and blah blah blah. Well Phyllis started chatting with him also, well he thought she was a guy because of her screen name...IT got to be pretty hilarious. I'll tell ya something too, Phyllis tells ya shit just like it is, she also knows how to say something that makes the other person feel like an idiot(truth hurts don't it ya idiots out there, Yeah you know you are so don't act you don't know what I am talking about). Hey, Im saying that sometimes I can't be an idiot, Im sure I can be, but Im not a stupid, idiot, moronic, dumbshit, that thinks women are all stupid bitches either. No wonder the guy is online and not out trying to find a woman of us own. He's been turned down by too many....and mostly because he is just plain rude!!!
I'm thinking I want another tattoo. I wonder is there is way to post a pic in this here diary. Ummm..something to look into.
Also some good news...My hubby Rob found one of my poems on paper, I thought i lost all them when yahoo to my previous ID away from me. I had them posted on the website, and some saved to a floppy, but we can't find the floppy anywhere. Sucks too, they were pretty good.
OK...I finally got the paper that had one of poems in it outta the car...so here is it....lemme know whatya think..
Time has no place here....
Journeying through the shadow mist
The owl flies love over the hills
The sound of frogs croak
The limbs of the trees, dark and cold
Stretch over the path like arthritic fingers,
Long for the relief from existence.
The breeze moves the scent of the wet earthacross the forest floor.
Steam rises slowly from the suns heat,
Then as dusk moves in, it falls back as dew.
Moistens the ground, quenching the grasses.
Time has no placeMoonlight flickers through the air
Images appear before thee
Haunting and surreal,
Like a plague upon ones memory.
The spirits of darkness all around,
You feel them, you touch them,
They know what you have come for,
They know what you need and why.
Your toes began to tingle,
The sensation follows to your legs
and they begin to move
They flow with sounds of the wild
They inhabit your heart and open your soul
It awakens to things unbeknownst
Your eyes become open even though they are closed,
You begin to see things anew,
feelings come alive,
All your heartache is lifted into the air,
Flows freely in the breeze and is carried away,
Carried away into the dark, enchanting sea.
Your burden has been lifted, you
fall to your knees,
grateful to the all unknown spirits,
For what has been done.
Time has no place here.
Last weekend, I sat down and started writing again. Well, by the time I finished, i realized that I had wrote a prequel to this one. The next time i post an entry I will include it....
Ok...since I have working nights again I haven't talked with my friend opie all week...but I have been chatting with a guy in florida in the wee hours of the morning. He is such a hoot! We laugh alot and talk a lot of shit but its fun. He even told my hubby that I was "super cool". How awesome is that!! It feels pretty good when someone tells ya that your cool but i always knew i was. Im sure others would differ with me on that but I say to them...."Fuck you bastards"...LOL He is not so bad himself. The other night I made him go to Steak n Shake and get one of their new white chocolate milk shakes. I had one too and its REALLY good. The eggnog flavor is back! Im going to wait to get one of those when we go to Kentucky for a visit the next weekend.(I can't wait to get my high on with my great friend "THE PHYLLIS!) We were chatting the other with some idiot 18year old in New York. He started spouting shit that women are stupid, when we get want we want fuck everybody else, you still talkin to me, women are bitches and blah blah blah. Well Phyllis started chatting with him also, well he thought she was a guy because of her screen name...IT got to be pretty hilarious. I'll tell ya something too, Phyllis tells ya shit just like it is, she also knows how to say something that makes the other person feel like an idiot(truth hurts don't it ya idiots out there, Yeah you know you are so don't act you don't know what I am talking about). Hey, Im saying that sometimes I can't be an idiot, Im sure I can be, but Im not a stupid, idiot, moronic, dumbshit, that thinks women are all stupid bitches either. No wonder the guy is online and not out trying to find a woman of us own. He's been turned down by too many....and mostly because he is just plain rude!!!
I'm thinking I want another tattoo. I wonder is there is way to post a pic in this here diary. Ummm..something to look into.
Also some good news...My hubby Rob found one of my poems on paper, I thought i lost all them when yahoo to my previous ID away from me. I had them posted on the website, and some saved to a floppy, but we can't find the floppy anywhere. Sucks too, they were pretty good.
OK...I finally got the paper that had one of poems in it outta the car...so here is it....lemme know whatya think..
Time has no place here....
Journeying through the shadow mist
The owl flies love over the hills
The sound of frogs croak
The limbs of the trees, dark and cold
Stretch over the path like arthritic fingers,
Long for the relief from existence.
The breeze moves the scent of the wet earthacross the forest floor.
Steam rises slowly from the suns heat,
Then as dusk moves in, it falls back as dew.
Moistens the ground, quenching the grasses.
Time has no placeMoonlight flickers through the air
Images appear before thee
Haunting and surreal,
Like a plague upon ones memory.
The spirits of darkness all around,
You feel them, you touch them,
They know what you have come for,
They know what you need and why.
Your toes began to tingle,
The sensation follows to your legs
and they begin to move
They flow with sounds of the wild
They inhabit your heart and open your soul
It awakens to things unbeknownst
Your eyes become open even though they are closed,
You begin to see things anew,
feelings come alive,
All your heartache is lifted into the air,
Flows freely in the breeze and is carried away,
Carried away into the dark, enchanting sea.
Your burden has been lifted, you
fall to your knees,
grateful to the all unknown spirits,
For what has been done.
Time has no place here.
Last weekend, I sat down and started writing again. Well, by the time I finished, i realized that I had wrote a prequel to this one. The next time i post an entry I will include it....
Monday, November 01, 2004
Isn't the weather just great.
Here I am again. What can i say? I had a great weekend. Rob and I went to our buddies house, took a little road trip, came back and got our groove on. It was awesome. It felt great passing around that J. We wasn't able to hang out for long, but long enough I guess. We did get to see our friend that we hadn't seen in a long while. Im sure we will be hanging out again. We were talking about being able to do couples stuff together. His girlfriend his very pretty and she seems like fun too.
I was able to spend some time with my kids on sunday afternoon. It went great. My youngest son, he'll be 10 in December, he is just a riot. He was telling me that I needed to shave his legs because they were getting too hairy. Hairy?? He's only 10. He is a little weird sometimes, but funny. He just makes ya laugh. My other son, was a little quiet. He didn't quite seem hisself. I guess we all have days like that. My daughter was doing good though. She was pretty much herself. We watched the LOTR 3, we rented it on saturday night and realized while we were watching it that we had already seen it when we were living in Kentucky. We felt really stupid. I couldn't believe I picked out a movie i had already seen but I was so sure that I hadn't seen it. Oh well, life does move on. ITs a crazy world i just live it.
Living with my dad hasn't really been that bad. We our trying to get things moved around and figured out so we can actually have a room with a door. Ya know, that privacy thing that married couples need. I had Rob put a sheet up last night so we could have some privacy. Because anybody that is in the kitchen or walking to the restroom can see right into the bedroom. ITs pretty much just an open space. But the sheet hanging on a rope does help.
I need to turn on some music or something its just too damn quiet in here. LOL
I was able to spend some time with my kids on sunday afternoon. It went great. My youngest son, he'll be 10 in December, he is just a riot. He was telling me that I needed to shave his legs because they were getting too hairy. Hairy?? He's only 10. He is a little weird sometimes, but funny. He just makes ya laugh. My other son, was a little quiet. He didn't quite seem hisself. I guess we all have days like that. My daughter was doing good though. She was pretty much herself. We watched the LOTR 3, we rented it on saturday night and realized while we were watching it that we had already seen it when we were living in Kentucky. We felt really stupid. I couldn't believe I picked out a movie i had already seen but I was so sure that I hadn't seen it. Oh well, life does move on. ITs a crazy world i just live it.
Living with my dad hasn't really been that bad. We our trying to get things moved around and figured out so we can actually have a room with a door. Ya know, that privacy thing that married couples need. I had Rob put a sheet up last night so we could have some privacy. Because anybody that is in the kitchen or walking to the restroom can see right into the bedroom. ITs pretty much just an open space. But the sheet hanging on a rope does help.
I need to turn on some music or something its just too damn quiet in here. LOL
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