time has been passing by pretty quickly. i've been going to school 3 days a week working 5 days a week. Its a pretty hectic schedule but it has to be done. I have a couple of papers due next week for my English and Theatre classes. also, have my first math exam tomorrow. Its pre algebra...I didn't even take it in high school, so I got a lot of learning to do. I was doing ok in it until we started working on integers. Positive and negative numbers are a pain in my ass!!! But I am s-l-o-w-l-y getting it down.
My two best friends came over on Monday night and we partied some. It was great. I hadn't seem them in over 2 weeks. We did a little of this and that...and just had a great time. Like we always do.
recently, my emotions have been getting to me. I went to Ohio and got my 3 kids for the weekend. I so look forward to these times, I just wish i could them a lot more....but with having to pay child support...I can't afford it. It takes like a hundred dollars just in gas to go get them come back home and repeat the process on sunday. I only get one full day with them and its just not enough. When we took them home on Sunday...we drove back on the Ohio River Scenic Byway. It was lots of fun. We got to ride a ferry across the Ohio River--which I had NO idea that they still did that kind of stuff. We even stopped at this park....Cave-in-Rock State Park in Illinois.....there's a cave that sits right on the bank of the river. IT was pretty awesome. I really enjoyed the time with my kids. I want to move back to Ohio to be closer to them but right now its just not financially feasible. And of course, the courts just don't understand that and they don't care at all. To Hell with the court system!!! If I could afford a lawyer, I am sure it would be different but I can't. Life sucks! but you have to move on and keep on living just to spite it. I've been through worse in my life and I can get through this. My love for my kids keep me going and they will until the end.
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