I think that I have finally realized that I do have the ability to make new friends. And its funny how that people that you thought would be friends for a long time can come crashing, streaking to a halt. I would still someday like to find my "best" friend. I did have one in high school but afterwards, we both kind of went our separate ways. Which sometimes, that is how it goes. When I was married the first time, my 'best' friend more or less, was my ex husbands mother. We got a long extremely well. I talked to her than I did my own mother. We could talk for hours, even on the phone. IT was strange but I did like it. I think after all those years of being around her---and now IM not. I miss the relationship we had.
My sister is due with her 5th child this coming tuesday. Im looking forward to it. I just hope that she has it on one of my days off from work. I can't really afford to miss a day of work, but I guess i could just make up a day. I should check into that. Yes that is what I will do tomorrow at work...
And since I mentioned work, you would not believe the shit that is going on there. A girl I work with, Jessica, is trying to blame me for everything that she does at work. ITs just crazy. But its work and i will continue to do my job. Just like it should be
Saturday, March 20, 2004
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
17 Mar 2004 - IM BACK!!!
OK...Yeah I know its been awhile since I 've been here. But a lot has happened in the time frame. I don't know if I can exactly recall everything that has happened but Im going to give it a good try.
Ok here it goes.....Well we moved out of our house and moved in with a girl that I work with. She was really nice and opened up here home to us when we needed it. Im so thankful for people like her.
I had 3 friends, well I thought they were friends, pretty much give me the cold shoulder. It kind of sucked at first. Well, because we always hung out together, and they also stayed at our house for weeks on end and we never asked anything from them. Anyways, we aren't really on speaking terms and I realized that maybe they were kind of bad influence on me. Plus, they were also way younger than me.
will continue this later, I need to lay down...night
Ok here it goes.....Well we moved out of our house and moved in with a girl that I work with. She was really nice and opened up here home to us when we needed it. Im so thankful for people like her.
I had 3 friends, well I thought they were friends, pretty much give me the cold shoulder. It kind of sucked at first. Well, because we always hung out together, and they also stayed at our house for weeks on end and we never asked anything from them. Anyways, we aren't really on speaking terms and I realized that maybe they were kind of bad influence on me. Plus, they were also way younger than me.
will continue this later, I need to lay down...night
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