Just Have to say....

For one I have to say that the Hinder CD "Extreme Behavior" is excellent!!!! A friend of mine gave me a copy of it a couple of months back and I never listened to it until yesterday.

I also got the great experience of talking with my hubby's brother-in-law. Now I know why he avoids talking with them. They just go on and on. So I'm never going to "nag" him about talking with his sister when she calls long distance from Tennessee.

I think I pissed off my ex when I put too dark of make-up on my 14 year old daughter. She is autistic and a different kind of teenager. She still hangs on to what most people would think would be childish for a 14 year old girl. But there are ways she wants to be more of a girl than what he thinks she should be. I told him that she looked good with it and I liked it and therefore it didn't matter because I am also her parent. So he made it a point to tell me that "she is going to wash that off tonight when she gets home". I said to him, "well she should wash her face before she goes to bed".

In other news......

About last night...all I can say is mind-blowing, sensational, over the top, whole new threshold, satisfying(better than a snickers for sure), unbelievable, incredible, can't wait until it happens again sex!!@!!!!!@@#!!!@##!#!@!@!@!@@$@#!@~~~!!!!!!!!

Once in a Night

Once again, midnight.

Sleep slumbers while,

I dreamest not.

The escape to unreality is,

soothingly haunting.

Creativeness creeping around

inside, waiting until the dark.

Staring beyond my confines,

from the softest; warm celestial

stars of a personal heaven.

Glowing brightly, pale white.

burning, exploding from within.

Relighting embers upon the dusk.

Once again, midnight reawakens.

Sleep slumbers while, I dreamest not.

Rumors...

What is the point of rumors? I'd really like to know. Because I found at yesterday from someone the I've been messing around with this guy at work. The funny things is I never worked with the guy. He only works during the summer and I only saw him a few times in passing...him coming in and me going out and not to mention, I never liked him in that way...just friends, mere acquaintences really. I have a good feeling I know who started it. Not for sure just a feeling, womens intuition. But I figure if someone needs to say something bad about somebody else to make themselves feel better then they are the ones with the real problem. Because I know the truth and thats all the matters.

At Last....

Saturday. 12th day of August. Late morning. Sun shining. Bluest skies as far as one can see. A perfect day if I do say so. At least where I am it was. We finally made it up to my sister Julie's home. She looked very good. We spent most of the day sitting outside in the shade and catching up. It was very enjoyable. After dinnertime we (me & hubby, Julie & her hubby) went inside to play some poker. For actual money we did. I ended up being the big winner of $32.75. Yes, it was beginner's luck because more than half the time I didn't really know what I had, I just had fun making bets or folding. I did win all my hubby's chips. I think that was the best part about playing. Because he is the card player not me.

We pretty much spent yesterday hanging around the house. We did do the weekly shopping that we had to do and that was it. It was a lazy uneventful day to say the least.

Today, was back to the grind of working. Yeah!!!

Insatiable. Curiously Heightened.

A Missed, the A wayward pursuit, a wayward realm not pursued in an instance, moment of time, slipped into the past undisturbed..

time consuming stupidity

Its the end of the 3 day work week. Today was long and overdrawn it seemed. It was because I only got 2 hours of sleep before I had to get up and get ready for work. You could say its mine own fault and in a way it is but it also the fact that I don't like being alone. Well, who does?. Especially at night when the shadows are long and the noise the generally occur throughout the day are overally echoed through your mind which makes them seem that much more. And being a somewhat logical person I know what they are but still.....I don't like being alone. You get so used to having that someone there beside you knowing that they will protect you with all their power and might and when its gone from the night, the echoes sound.