Hey Hey Hey, I got the job i was up for. HOoray!! IM so happy. I go today for orientation and start working on monday. And I get to work days no more working nights and into the wee hours of morning. I get to have life besides sleeping all day and working all night. Im so proud of meself. I don't have to wait tables anymore either. That got really old. Dealing with people who just want want want and then only leave you a buck for a your trouble. But i do have to say that there were times i did get really awesome tips, i just don't want to depend on that anymore. I want all my money in my checks. When i do start working it will be good, that i don't have to spend all day with my crazy sister. Sisters' can drive you nuts, can they not?
I've been able to chat with a very good friend of mine the last couple of days. It had been over 2 years since we last spoke but it feels like no time has past at all. He is soooo funny. He cracks me up more than i crack myself up. He is only a year younger than me and it is nice to have a friend that is closer to your own age. Don't get me wrong, i loved the young friends I had/made while living in Kentucky, but you must admit, its nice to have somebody close to your own age as a friend, as well.
My husband has made friends with a little kitten that has been coming around. He always tells me that he is a dog person, but he also loves cats now. Its because of me, cause i rather have a cat than a dog. He feed the little kitty some warm milk this morning. He says he is going to take care of it or will end up dying this winter and we just can't have that. You know, i would like to be able to one get a hold of these people that throw kittens out to fend for themselves, especially when they are too young to take care of themselves. IF you aren't going to take care of pet, Then DON"T have one!!!!
Thats all for now folks.
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
28 Sep 2004 - I just couldn't believe it!
well, well, well....I was sitting at the computer last night, like i usually do. I love the internet!. Well, i was playing my zuma game and listening to my launchcast plus on yahoo and low and behold a friend that i haven't talked to in a couple of years comes online. Needless to say I practically jumped out of my chair. I immediately sent him a message. I was really wanting to talk to him. He was such a great friend. He is funny, and great to hang out with. He is awesome. Anyways, i sent him a message. Well he didn't reply, at first, so i sent him another one just telling him to have a great life and all that if he didn't want to talk to me, but after i sent that one, we started talking. He pretty much told me that in the last couple of years he did some soul searching and apologized for just cutting off his friendship and that he did email me telling me all this. I asked him where he sent the email, well he sent it to the old yahoo addy-starmouse1972-I never got it because Yahoo took that addy away from me, which i am still stewing over. I had a lot of friends online under that addy, and all those webpages of mine...uughhhhh! Well, we had a nice chat, i was very happy to hear from him. He is doing really well. So things can only get better from here. I hope so. I really liked hanging out with. Had some good times.
Hopefully, maybe there will be more...one can only hope and there is nothing wrong with hoping.
I finally have a job interview for tomorrow. I had to call them but its cool. So things are definitely looking up. The hubby has 2 interviews today. So something has to come from one of them don't ya think. Im keeping my fingers crossed. I seriously don't want to live with my sister forever. She is kind of driving me nuts but i will live since she is letting us live here until we can get things squared away for ourselves. But as i sit and think about it, sisters are supposed to drive each other nuts. that is what we are here for. I guess you could say we are making up for lost time. You see, my sisters and I, there are 4 of us, well, we didn't grow up together. When I was about 7 or 8 our biological parents had to give us up for adoption. It was hard for us then but now I am thankful. I can't even begin to imagine what our life would have been like if we would have stayed where we were. Every couple of years some of us would see each other but not ever all 4 of us at one time. So when we did get older, 18, we did manage to find each other and get back in touch. Which we have done, except now, our baby sister, has lost touch with us. The last phone number i have for her, has been disconnected. Not trying to read too much into this but its hard not to. She did email me. Its been almost 2 years since then. She had a new baby with her new husband and things were going good with them. And she even agreed with me that we needed tot stay in touch, well she hasn't. so one of these days I am going to take a drive to her last address i have for her and find out WTF is going on. and I know with a new family, some of old gets passed by the wayside, but still, we are sisters. And I also know that i can't force her to do something she doesn't want or have the desire to do but i feel that i have a right to know why she hasn't kept in touch, and if she doesn't want anything to do with us anymore why hasn't she said so?. I don't think that is too much to ask, do you? Me neither. I will write more on this as info becomes available
Hopefully, maybe there will be more...one can only hope and there is nothing wrong with hoping.
I finally have a job interview for tomorrow. I had to call them but its cool. So things are definitely looking up. The hubby has 2 interviews today. So something has to come from one of them don't ya think. Im keeping my fingers crossed. I seriously don't want to live with my sister forever. She is kind of driving me nuts but i will live since she is letting us live here until we can get things squared away for ourselves. But as i sit and think about it, sisters are supposed to drive each other nuts. that is what we are here for. I guess you could say we are making up for lost time. You see, my sisters and I, there are 4 of us, well, we didn't grow up together. When I was about 7 or 8 our biological parents had to give us up for adoption. It was hard for us then but now I am thankful. I can't even begin to imagine what our life would have been like if we would have stayed where we were. Every couple of years some of us would see each other but not ever all 4 of us at one time. So when we did get older, 18, we did manage to find each other and get back in touch. Which we have done, except now, our baby sister, has lost touch with us. The last phone number i have for her, has been disconnected. Not trying to read too much into this but its hard not to. She did email me. Its been almost 2 years since then. She had a new baby with her new husband and things were going good with them. And she even agreed with me that we needed tot stay in touch, well she hasn't. so one of these days I am going to take a drive to her last address i have for her and find out WTF is going on. and I know with a new family, some of old gets passed by the wayside, but still, we are sisters. And I also know that i can't force her to do something she doesn't want or have the desire to do but i feel that i have a right to know why she hasn't kept in touch, and if she doesn't want anything to do with us anymore why hasn't she said so?. I don't think that is too much to ask, do you? Me neither. I will write more on this as info becomes available
Friday, September 24, 2004
24 Sept. 2004-Just Another Day
Well, not really all that much happening right now. Still looking for a new job. Did take my app back to Wendy's. Woohoo Wendy's but hey its a job and i need one. So beggars can't be choosers.
I am really glad to be back in Ohio though. I missed it up here. I know where everything is pretty much. I was hoping to go to the library today but didn't make it up there. We did get a temp tag for the car. So know we don't have to worry about that for awhile. 30 days anyway.
My sister cleaned the house today and wasn't saying much. She was upset because she and her husband are trying to get pregnant and it hasn't happened yet. I keep telling her that she needs to relax and not think about it for awhile and if it is meant to be it will but she doesn't really think so. She can be stubborn like that. we all can from time to time, but we have to eat the meals life dishes out to us. We can change some things but not everything. It all comes back to that destiny thing I guess. Do we actually get to chose the things that happen, or is everything already laid out for us. Will we ever know. Probably not. such is life. we take chances, take the consequences and then move on to the next mistake, hurdle, or the joy. whatever we get, we get.
I am really glad to be back in Ohio though. I missed it up here. I know where everything is pretty much. I was hoping to go to the library today but didn't make it up there. We did get a temp tag for the car. So know we don't have to worry about that for awhile. 30 days anyway.
My sister cleaned the house today and wasn't saying much. She was upset because she and her husband are trying to get pregnant and it hasn't happened yet. I keep telling her that she needs to relax and not think about it for awhile and if it is meant to be it will but she doesn't really think so. She can be stubborn like that. we all can from time to time, but we have to eat the meals life dishes out to us. We can change some things but not everything. It all comes back to that destiny thing I guess. Do we actually get to chose the things that happen, or is everything already laid out for us. Will we ever know. Probably not. such is life. we take chances, take the consequences and then move on to the next mistake, hurdle, or the joy. whatever we get, we get.
Sunday, September 12, 2004
16 Sep 2004 - Moved out of the country back to the big city
Ok, Ok, I know its been an extremely long time since I've added an entry to my diary. I did kind of forget about it there for awhile actually. I don't know how I could have but I did. So hopefully, now that some things in my life have changed I will remember more often. My husband and I finally were able to move back to Ohio on Aug 31st. Kentucky was Ok for a little while, but things were starting to get stressful. We were living with roommates, and that got extremely old after awhile. We really never had any privacy. There was also alot of other shit that went on but no since trudging up the past, because its done its over. Of course, I will miss of few of the friends that I did make down there but I am more happy to be home than anything else. I've been able to see my kids and i talk with them on the phone every night. Which when I was in KY it didn't happen. circumstances suck! But things are going to be better now.
And you know what I wish....I wish people would stop pushing me to do stuff. I will do them i feel they need to be, and I will always do something before it needs to be done. They make me feel like a freaking little kid instead of the 32 year old woman that I am. I have a mind of mine own and I will use it. Someone tries to force me to do something that I don't want or ready for, you will end up just pushing me away from them. They should know this by now. I will DO IT when I want to do it, not any sooner so get off my fucking back and leave me alone....you know whom I am talking about so don't act like you don't. Ok enough ranting, I do feel better.
We are living my sister and her husband for the time being. Hopefully, we can both find work pretty soon and get money saved so we can find a place of our own and keep our jobs and be able to stay in one place for a long time. Im tired of moving. It gets pretty old after awhile. I had to move alot when I was kid....I want to stay in one place and actually live! Doesn't everybody?! I mean I have dreams and desires, and goals and hopes. And One of them is definitely not to keep moving around all the time. It just puts too much stress on a person. How much can one person cope with?---i mean for real.
song playing-----Van Halen's why can't this be love
go figure
And you know what I wish....I wish people would stop pushing me to do stuff. I will do them i feel they need to be, and I will always do something before it needs to be done. They make me feel like a freaking little kid instead of the 32 year old woman that I am. I have a mind of mine own and I will use it. Someone tries to force me to do something that I don't want or ready for, you will end up just pushing me away from them. They should know this by now. I will DO IT when I want to do it, not any sooner so get off my fucking back and leave me alone....you know whom I am talking about so don't act like you don't. Ok enough ranting, I do feel better.
We are living my sister and her husband for the time being. Hopefully, we can both find work pretty soon and get money saved so we can find a place of our own and keep our jobs and be able to stay in one place for a long time. Im tired of moving. It gets pretty old after awhile. I had to move alot when I was kid....I want to stay in one place and actually live! Doesn't everybody?! I mean I have dreams and desires, and goals and hopes. And One of them is definitely not to keep moving around all the time. It just puts too much stress on a person. How much can one person cope with?---i mean for real.
song playing-----Van Halen's why can't this be love
go figure
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