well, well, well....I was sitting at the computer last night, like i usually do. I love the internet!. Well, i was playing my zuma game and listening to my launchcast plus on yahoo and low and behold a friend that i haven't talked to in a couple of years comes online. Needless to say I practically jumped out of my chair. I immediately sent him a message. I was really wanting to talk to him. He was such a great friend. He is funny, and great to hang out with. He is awesome. Anyways, i sent him a message. Well he didn't reply, at first, so i sent him another one just telling him to have a great life and all that if he didn't want to talk to me, but after i sent that one, we started talking. He pretty much told me that in the last couple of years he did some soul searching and apologized for just cutting off his friendship and that he did email me telling me all this. I asked him where he sent the email, well he sent it to the old yahoo addy-starmouse1972-I never got it because Yahoo took that addy away from me, which i am still stewing over. I had a lot of friends online under that addy, and all those webpages of mine...uughhhhh! Well, we had a nice chat, i was very happy to hear from him. He is doing really well. So things can only get better from here. I hope so. I really liked hanging out with. Had some good times.
Hopefully, maybe there will be more...one can only hope and there is nothing wrong with hoping.
I finally have a job interview for tomorrow. I had to call them but its cool. So things are definitely looking up. The hubby has 2 interviews today. So something has to come from one of them don't ya think. Im keeping my fingers crossed. I seriously don't want to live with my sister forever. She is kind of driving me nuts but i will live since she is letting us live here until we can get things squared away for ourselves. But as i sit and think about it, sisters are supposed to drive each other nuts. that is what we are here for. I guess you could say we are making up for lost time. You see, my sisters and I, there are 4 of us, well, we didn't grow up together. When I was about 7 or 8 our biological parents had to give us up for adoption. It was hard for us then but now I am thankful. I can't even begin to imagine what our life would have been like if we would have stayed where we were. Every couple of years some of us would see each other but not ever all 4 of us at one time. So when we did get older, 18, we did manage to find each other and get back in touch. Which we have done, except now, our baby sister, has lost touch with us. The last phone number i have for her, has been disconnected. Not trying to read too much into this but its hard not to. She did email me. Its been almost 2 years since then. She had a new baby with her new husband and things were going good with them. And she even agreed with me that we needed tot stay in touch, well she hasn't. so one of these days I am going to take a drive to her last address i have for her and find out WTF is going on. and I know with a new family, some of old gets passed by the wayside, but still, we are sisters. And I also know that i can't force her to do something she doesn't want or have the desire to do but i feel that i have a right to know why she hasn't kept in touch, and if she doesn't want anything to do with us anymore why hasn't she said so?. I don't think that is too much to ask, do you? Me neither. I will write more on this as info becomes available
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