these little words of mine

This is just a little diddy that I thought of while sitting here, chatting with my
hubby....so here goes nothing....

Elevated at again Stonersville

sit in your chair and stare at the screen rereading the above line for about 20 minutes when it dawns on you that you've been sitting here for 20 minutes or so rereading that line and you just can't think of anything else to write......its
amazing what wondrous things the brain can do....

Well, during this time hubby and I were chatting....and we've decided that we
need to go to a comedy club the next time we go out. We've never been to one
together and thats strange because we are people that just love to laugh and
have a really good time. Its also cool that we can make each other laugh or
laugh about the simplest things. Its hilarious.

And at work tonight I told Eric that skinny white men can't hump. He didn't
like the fact that I burned him but he did laugh because he knew it was funny
and true at the same time. Just so you all know...Eric is skinny and white and
he can't hump because his wife cut him off............(sorry, Eric, I had to!)

the way he makes me feel

you are in each breath i take,

you are like a gentle sigh,

caressing, and feather like

a whisper upon the wind.......

i miss you when you're away,

i need you more each day.
i yearn for the love we make,

wrap your body into mine,

on me you shall dine

food for the erotic soul......

Just Words....

I open my eyes

I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light

I can’t remember how

I can’t remember why

I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain

And I can’t make it go away

No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

I’ve got no where to run

The night goes on

As I’m fading away

I’m sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming

I try to make a sound but no one hears me

I’m slipping off the edge

I’m hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can’t explain what happened

And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done

No I can’tHow could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

I’ve got no where to run

The night goes on

As I’m fading away

I’m sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

I’ve got no where to run

The night goes on

As I’m fading away

I’m sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

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im not really sure

Things have been kind of rough around here this past week. Its not easy having to rely on your dad for gas money and whatnot. But Rob and I both get paid tomorrow so this next week should be a little easier to deal with, especially not having to rely on dad so much. Dad can be so stubborn and hard headed. He knows that we both have to get back and forth to work and we have to use his car. Our car needs a fuel pump and a new gas tank which Rob found a new tank for 20 bucks somewhere south of Columbus which is good for us because the cheaper the better right now. He will have to eventually get new fuel injectors for it but those are 60 bucks a piece and it needs 6 of them.

Also, next wednesday we will be getting Rob's results from his biopsy that he had last wednesday. We both are a little concerned about what those will be. Hopefully nothing that we will have to worry about. But we just don't know and that sucks.

Does Yahoo suck?!

Is there anyone else out there that agrees with the above statement?. I would that within in the last month or two yahoo keeps encountering a problem and has to lose. Why haven't they found a solution for this? Its annoying as hell. And forget about Launchcast running good anymore....its starting to get slow and groggy and has trouble either playing the music or displaying that artists, song, album titles page. Well, I decided that I would try and find another online radio station where you pick the music and styles and they play it. I did a search on Google for free personal internet radio and the first one listed I clicked on. It was this one here. I did some reading and with hubby's help I downloaded the plug-in and player and filled out my profile, found the page and listed some artists and the music was rocking. Listening to it now as i write and you read this.

On a side note....I don't know if I told ya'll about my husband getting burned with gasoline, me having to call 911, then sitting at the wrong hospital for 30 minutes, driving around downtown cincinnati at dusk, the cute white chic by herself, not knowing what condition my husband, the one I love dearly--yeah I have 2 hubby's--was in. I wasn't panicked or frantic, just concerned and worried for my safety had I gotten lost. Well, I did manage to get there and we left an hour later. He got 2nd degree burns and as of now, they are healing nicely. Still a little pain now and then but otherwise much better.

back to working again

WEll, yesterday was my first night back to work. It felt good. We had a lot of laughs.

more to come later

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Today started out like any other day....somewhat hectic....but not to bad...it settled down pretty quick. Hubby was working on the car, Dad was outside doing what Dad always does..nothing, Uncle Junior came up to visit...I ran the kids outside so I could clean house. I got the house clean as could, honest I did. I was able to play a few games on the comp before my boys wanted to take it over. I did manage to get out in the sun today, and then I bathed and got supper in the oven. Well, my hubby gets the fuel pump out of the gas tank of car and decides that he is going to hook it up to a battery charger and run clean gas through it too see if it will get the sugar out of it. Some time ago someone put sugar in our gas tank, this person was getting back at my hubby for something that he did so I guess they thought it would be easier to sugar the tank then confronting face on...I don 't know anyways......Well, his hand slipped off the fuel pump, it slips into the gasoline and when the contacts connected to battery charger hit that gas....it ignited it. Well, needless to say my hubby now has 2nd degree burns from his fingertips to his elbows and across his abdomen. I had to call 911 and then starting bitching because the ambulance wasn't getting there because there is a detour on our road and it takes you way out to 'BFE to get around it. Which I am calling the township tomorrow to find out who is the ones that is supposed to be fixing the road. Its been closed since February. So i think its about time they got the road fixed. Don't cha?!

Well, hubby was in absolutely excruitating pain that I don't wish on anybody. Besides I didn't like seeing him that way because I couldn't do a damn thing to help him. It was frantic and frightening experience...don't want to experience it ever again...."Please honey try to be more careful with your life...its the only one you have."

I'm Finally BAck HOme!

Yes its true! I'm finally back. Back from my sisters house of living hell. OMG, that household is so unorganized and undisciplined its not even funny. I tried to do what I could but its difficult when the mother won't back you up. She has spoiled her kids rotten and let them turn into complete brats. After being there for a week with her and her kids I was so thankful to the fact that my kids seem like complete angels compared to hers. Don't get me wrong my kids are by no means perfect and always listen to me but they are angels compared to them and their behavior. Those kids of hers just WALK All over her, and they know it and so does she but she still continues to let them. I finally had to wash my hands of the situation and just come back home because there is no helping someone that doesn't want to help themselves. So all I can do is pray that she will get the help that she needs before its too late. Do ya hear me, Lori?!

On a side note......Since I was visiting my sister I didn't get to see my husband all week. And let me tell ya, we he got down there on Friday, I was so excited and extremely overjoyed when I saw the car coming down the street. It was amazing! I missed him so much that week and I(we) realized that we have to start taking vacations together because we couldn't stand being apart from each for that long. And that night we had the most bestest ever awesomeness sex ever, ever, ever. Three hours worth!! Thank you Baby, I love you with everything that I have...you have me completely!

enjoying my time away from home

Hello everyone....I am certainly enjoying my vacation with my kids. There has been some moments when its been a little hectic, well you would think so to if you had 8 kids ranging in ages from 17 to 1 in a house at the same time. Hubby made it down this past friday and we did manage to go out tonight. We drove up to Paducah and went to steak n shake my old job and was able to spend some time with old friends. That place is crazy as ever and everyone was still the same. We shared some laughs....thanks to Andrea and Jessica..those 2 are so crazy its not funny..:)

The kids having been having a good time being able to spend some time with their cousins and going swimming every other day. My son Isaac has been obsessed with his tan and whether he is darker than everyone or not. Elijah has been spending pretty much all his time playing PS2 with his cousin Gunner. And Brooklynne just wants her hair straightened and someone to put make up on her. Also she is becoming addicted to shoes thanks to my sister Lori who is and has made her kids being clothes horses'...lol All in all a good time for all.